Boys ??????

ok my guy bestfriend asked my girl bestfriend out. im ok with it but inside im heartbroken becuase i've liked him more then a friend since the start of the year. My friend tells everyone who she likes but i don't fell that everyone needs to know so i only told one of my friends. its really awkward because there like holding hands all the time but i wnat to be the one holding his hand. Any suggestions on what to do??